FaLLinG FoR YoU

i dont know but
i think i maybe
falling for you
dropping so quickly
maybe i should
keep this to myself
waiting till i
know you better

i m trying
nt to tell you
but i want to
i'm scared of what u'll say
so i'm hidding what i'm feeling
but i'm tired of
holding this inside my head

i've been spending all my time
just thinking bout ya
i dont know where to
i think i'm falling for you

i've been waiting all my life
and now i found ya
i dont know where to
i think i'm falling for you
i'm falling for you

as i'm standing here
and you hold my hand
pull me towards you
and we started to dance
all around us

i see nobody
here in silence
its just u and me

i'm trying
not to tell you
but i want to
i'm scared of what u'll say
so i'm hidding what i'm feeling
but i'm tired of
holding this inside my head

i've been spending all my time
just thinking bout ya
i dont know where to
i think i'm falling for you

i've been waiting all my life
and now i found ya
i think i'm falling for you
i'm falling for you

oh i just cant take it
my heart is racing
the emotions keep spinning out

i've been spending all my time
just thinking bout ya
i dont know where to
i think i'm falling for you

i've been waiting all my life
and now i found ya
i dont know where to
i think i'm falling for you
i'm falling for you

MISSES!!!!

HAIZ!!!!!!!..............


That black long sleeve,

Top up wif jeans,

Goes perfect wif those blondish/light brown hair and blue innocent eyes,

GAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Something is really wrong wif me.........HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!

where is my heart going??????????

feel left out by nt going to muar....
haiz
will this holiday be any worst...
gonna study da whole week..if only i could..hah!!!
things are so not going da way they r suppose to be...
i'm so going crazy..
HAIZ
wish could say HI to u...
gonna miss u n hope to meet u in da future...
crap nt going emo now...
blaaa couldnt hold it much longer..
this is so unfair...
i think m really falling for u...
hah!!!
cant get u outta my mind..
this is so freakish hard!!!!!!!!!!!

...up's n down's.....

this few months is so incredible crazy...
emo too much i guess...haha
well R M finally approved after like almost one year..haha
but its worth waiting though...hehe
spm in three months..weeeeeeee
oh n mode in three weeks..even more weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
haha
crazy!!!!!!!!!!
exam....
studies...
so gonna lose it....
maybe party all nite long after exam...weeeeeeeeee
gosh stressness is back..
HELP
weird yuf nite though..haha(ely u know wat i mean..hehe)
k gotta stop b4 i tell somemore crazeeeeeee stuff...
BBBB

...depressed......

y is so many ppl around me having a hard time of depression????
even my story books hav depression too.....
hang in there...
tats wats life is all about...
we hav to go through hard times to hav a better life....
nothing is perfect...
be strong....
hold on...
dont giv up...
keep fighting...
and end it wif victory....

..hugs..kisses..missing...

super gloomy n cold day....
brrrrrr......
gonna miss ya...
3 more months to spm....
ahhhhhh!!!!!!
study study study
pimples....
hate it...
wondering...
avoiding..

.....tired ..headache....

finally got a chance to support my bros in basketball...
weeeeeeeee....
got some cheat lar...
think u gangster can cheat meh??
hahahaha
no.9 score great....
luckly there wasnt much sunlight.. hehe
go 9 go!!!!!!

.....emptyness.........

is crying tat precious??

emoing ...
no joy...
lame..
having something precious ..gone..
silence...
being an innocent victim...
juz wanna be alone....
back off...
being affraid..
darkness is back...
nthg can stop it....

bad and good things will happen tmr...

omg....
so stress this few days...
worried bout my parents going to school getting my report card...
haiz..
i wish it will end quickly..
ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!
so scared...
haiz.....
:(
but then nite time will be party..hehe
cant wait..ahhhhh
it will be SWEET 17 part2...

my bomb bday cake...

how cool is this..haha
da cake was too round and too many toppings..
so my friend with his 'genius idea'
stick da candles at da side...
COOL MAN !!!!!

Awesome Day / Belated Bday Ely!!!!!!!!

haha

blogging now while listening to Taylor swift-love story..
so damn tired now...
went out from morning until nite...
wat a wonderful day..
was at aunty office waiting for da time..
too bored so went into da toilet and found a huge mirror
and guess wat gurls do best..hehe


























after tat went back saw msn got brian and mik so chat with them....
seriously lar they sound drunk..
kz wats going on in yr house??
rare this kind of stinky babuiz...hehe
then WAT TIME IS IT??
TERMINATOR SALVATION TIME!!!!!
seriously..tat movie was so scary , awesome , cool..
and hot robots and guys..hehe
(John Corner and Marcus)
HOTTTTTT!!!!!!!
XD
after da movie finish
went back to gracie's aunty shop to eat malak mee...
yum yum...
smart ppl like me , ely , peiyii and nat ordered da extremely nt spicy
while two "smartass" (well opposite of tat) ate da extreme spicy
haiz..guys will be guys...
well they were like crying like gurls la..hehe
worst of all da ppl forgot our drinks..
haha..torture for josh and Aaron..hehe

















































































after tat sadly pei yii and nat had to leave us for tuition...:(
then we headed to parkson to meet ely's mom and sisters..hehe
we kindda had some error when wanting to buy her present..
so last minute(sorry ely)...
then rush back to da car..
found out sarahmay was missing..wth la..
we went ground floor to look for her..
phew..
luckly found her..
she was buying ely's present to..hehe
then got back to da car and headed to ely's house..
when we reached there..
dunno y i kept saying home sweet home..hehe
guys were playing small version electric drums, guitar and playing haru-haru on da piano..
lov tat btw..
then took random pics..with me gurls..



























then i challenge claudia boxing and won WOohoo..
oh remails me MIK u still owe me RM101..hehe
then ppl started to get into da pool...
lucky for me got damn good alasan so got free pass..
thanx josh for being so understanding..hehe
then played five on five with da guys..
OMG!!! i got da most scores 3...
WOohoo..
made da guyz no face..hehe
then da babuiz came and we played basketball...
nt fair lar..
u guyz so li hai..
then leave me(da no idea about basketball) with aaron, nathan and sarahmay..
sorry guyz if i let u down..hehe
but i think no one win or lose rite..
it was a tie..
WOohoo...
XD
then my car came..
hurried home found out tat my precious ring was gone..
OMG!!!!
but then ely told me on msn she found it...
WOohoo..so damn happy..
okie so damn tired now...
energy level about 1% already..
nite nite..
OMG!!!!
this is da longest blog i ever blog..hehe
world record man..
hehehehehehehehehehehehehehe

Admire...O.o

O.o O.o O.o

yesterday morning got a kindda weird msg from someone
saying he admires me
luckly nt like
well he said
he admires my character...its unique,n tats wat he usually look for in a gurl
wth....so weird..
then
then
i m tough on the out side,but deep down inside me theres a soft spot,
n he hav to bring out dat spot spot which makes it challenging and fun
(which is so nt gonna happen)
WOW!!!

O.o O.o O.o

NO MORE PUPPY LOVE?????

man m i madly in love or wat....
at first i thought i was a puppy love(watever)
then it was on and off...
then it turn to a madly crazy serious crush...
WTH!!!!!!
m i mature or wat????
i dont do serious crush....
wat is wrong with me...
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH......
gosh i wish i can tell him but its so hard..
better keep it a secret..
safer....hehe
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
crazy crazy crazy!!!!!!

DOGS DATE????????

my dogs are dating?????

WTH!!!!!!
my dad say its da neighbor's dog....
so cute la...
this hav been happening for the last 2 nites...
this dog will come every afternoon around 1 something....
and nite time will be around 10 something...
how werid is tat....
i took this photos last nite.....hehe
i call da dog BOY BOY..
dunno y...
if this keep going on i dunno wats gonna happen...


but they look so cute togrther...
they even kiss lar...
wth....
the first thing in my mind was....
i m gonna hav puppies...
hehe
but dunno lar....
will wait and see...
so exciting and romantic...
ahhhhhhhhhhh.......

weird topics

wat a day.....
so damn bored....
all my gurl friends go for kursus leaving me da only chinese gurl in da class...
no choice gt to hang out with da guyz...
didnt pay much attention to da teacher though...
worst of all...
the topic for da guyz was 'CIRCUMSICE'.....
WTH LAR....
imagine me da only gurl there then they talk about da processs...
ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww....
then last two period no teacher....
so juz go canteen with da guys hang out until teacher we heard teacher came....
quickly run back to class...
phew luckly didnt got caught...
haha

its getting worst....

omg i m SICK....
i tried everything to hav it cure but it just wont work.....
having headache and cough...
WTH!!!!!!!!!
ahhhhhhh...so tired..
worst of all still gt three more dayz nia....
oh God please heal me this instance!!!!!!
ahhh so excited for da concert...
something great is gonna happen...
wasnt at Lundu so nt sure the atmosphere of tat great happenings..
but i hav a chance to experience it on da concert...
ahhhhh cant wait....

COOL!!!!

wow...
i didnt know u guyz know my blog??
i wonder who told u guyz....
hmmmm......
well welcome to my world nat and peiyi...
hahahaha
omg...i haven blog for weeks..
damn so rusty liau.....
haha
sorry no fun pics or stories to tell u guyz....
especially the ahem ahem one.....
no la jk nia..
well exam is coming in 2 and a half weeks...
teacher pressuring us to study study study...
"its not too late to start to work hard NOW as u only hav 6 more months"
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i wanna scream my lungs out.....
ps....more pimples coming sooon..nooooooooooooo!!!!!

Singapore here i come again....

omg
omg
omg
i just gt a call from my aunty saying tat she wanna bring me to singapore again
omg
omg
omg
tat is so cool
but i haven ask my dad yet
but the ticket is already booked
hehehehe
i still gt two more days
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh
so excited
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

is vin diesel hot or wat...hehe

damn...cant wait to see fast and furious la....
despite he is bald...
but
he is so HOT!!!!!!!!
cant find anyone like this in kuching la....
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!

P.P

i am crazy or wat

liking someone younger than me
this is so crazy la
i hope it is just puppy love
cause love is a game to me
hehe

HOME ALONE....:(

omg i am so alone at home la....
kindda scared cause it gonna rain...
ganna be dark..ahhhhh
haiz
and few stuff in my head like should i like R or N...
haiz
y izit choosing someone so freaking hard...
haiz
omg...tmr need go back school liau..so sien la...
i wish i can demolish all da schools and hav freedom...hehe
like tat is gonna happen...
church was fun today hehe...
gt too make a little gurl dizzy by caring her and turning her around...
kindda fun la...hehe

taylor swift & miley cyrus rocks!!!!

their songs are so damn nice la..
lov them so extremely much...
especially 'YOU BELONG WITH ME' by taylor
&
'bottom of the ocean' by miley
ahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!! LOV U GUYZZZZZ....haha

HOLIDAYS...

man..
this holiday suck..it is just da first day and it is so damn boring..
trying to read sj here but maybe blogging is more fun..haha
oh and i will sing a official tuut song...haha
SEX BOMB..SEX BOMB..YR MY SEX BOMB..haha
tat stupiak song is stuck in my head...oh boy..
imagine me singing this song in public...WOW!!!
tat will cost a lot of attention..haha
SO FREAKING BORED LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh crap kz and i are starting to hav war...
so if anyone see us together better stay away b4 we also kill u...haha
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wanna get out of da house la...
boring..
boring..
boring..
boring....

YAY!!!!! Tmr last day of exam

WOOHOO!!!!!!!!
finally exam almost over....
feel kindda stress free now...
so to those who hav exam next week..
plz think of me relaxing when yr having exam ya...hahaha
oh and study hard...haha
oh crap tmr got moral..pjk..and est..
haiz no need learn one la...
haha

U HAV ONE MSG!!!!!!

Slept half way...
saw yr msg...OMG!!!!!!
thought was a dream....
but but i was real...
its about time u FINALY U REPLIED!!!!!
miss yr SWT la...haha
i know i miss understood u b4
but i believe u now...hehe
so happy right now....
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

EXAM WEEK..AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

stress on the weekends trying to study hard.. eh only first exam nia...haiz... wat to do SPM is coming need to be prepared.... haiz... i am screaming my eye balls out right now...ahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!! y is this year so stressful..i cant wait for this week to be over... trying to aim to get credit for all subject...hehe
crap now need study for sejarah...noooooooo!!!!!!!!!!
this is torture man....luckly bio is over..haha

C*U*C*H*L*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dude...u are annoying...
u are like a super glue la...
plzz stop following me or i hav no choice but to hav my bodyguard get rid of u....haha
plzzz..stay away from me..i insist..hahaha
seriously...
i dont think u hav a chance..so yea...
hehehehehehehehehehehehe...............................................
i feel weird..
oh well..hahahaha

LIES!!!!!!!!!

Is telling a good lie bad??
Is telling a lie to make someone feel better about themselves bad??
I need answers...
Plzzzzzz give me comment ya...hahahahahahaha

WEIRD BLACK FRIDAY...hehe

after school stay back to decorate class for valentines day....
while eating lunch in class...
he came looking for me...after tat i couldnt eat my lunch anymore..
btw there is still half pack of kolo mee la...wat a waste..haiz...
then he pulled a chair and sit next to me...haiz make me wanna puke nia...haha
then some guys came in my class saw us sitting together then got kacau by them...HELP!!!!!...
i then hang around with other guys while he was sitting there alone..hehe..i actuallt took a pic of him but deleted..sorry...
then wayne was make flowers for ahem ahem...well he is actually quite handsome but dunno y this pic make look like Mr.Bean2..haha..wayne dont kill me ah...


and gurls let me introduce u guys to ah peng..haha..actually is pig peng...hehe...damn tall always say i am short..arrrr
fun guy to be with...
strong....
damn friendly.....
and he help me to make someone jealous.....hehe..
evil us....haha...
well it actually work and i dunno how to face tat person on monday...oh HELP!!!!!!!!!
but ah peng say he will be there to help so YAY!!!...haha
my bodyguard in school...hehe

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!

today school was okie until found out need to stay back until 4:30 for stupiak KK..
HAIZ!!!!!!
finish school at 2:05...rush to friends shop to hav lunch...yum yum....
but worst part was when my friend and i were walking back to school....we bum into THE GUY....
out of no where...he said I LOVE YOU...and i was shock but acted cooly by ignoring and walking away...but my friend and i were laughing like crazy...hehe
but his friends were blurly staring at him...haha
HAIZ WAT A DAY....
dunno wat will happen next? hmmmmm.........

wow!!! wat a day...

this year cha 5 mie very weird and stressful la...
woke up late..got scolded by mom...
she said tat i did not study hard enough wasnt allowed to go to dinner tat nite need go tuition which made me feel stress and piss off the whole day...(didnt feel like living too)
i even cried 2 times when studying for sejarah..haiz...
i had two friends who were very stress too..i think u guys know who u are..
i hope everything is alrite now...
evening came got ready for 'tuition or dinner'...dunno which one...
but luckly time was early so got to go cousin house hav dinner and loose track of time...haha
so i didnt go tuition and even gamble for the last time..haha
won about RM20++...haha...
wat a day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAIZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YAY!!!!!

Guys good news..i hav no school 2moro la...haha
crap but i need to study for sejarah and memories lines for english oral...
man cant holiday be relaxing and stressless....
still feeling weird and missing someone....hehe

oh no my phone is in the hospital...hope its okie...but discharging tml so yeah...haha
y am i misssing someone horribly...HELP ME!!!!!
ahhhh got to distract myself..but wat...hmmmmmmm......
chatting on msn with shona now...
eh do u know NZ is 5 hours ahead of us...haha
waiting 'miss no good' on youtube rite now...very slow la...haiz...
tired and stress....
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am feeling so freaking weird...ahhhhhh!!!!!!!!

wat is going on?? i am feeling so weird rite now..like missing someone or something..haiz..hate tat feeling..and feeling kindda stress too..ahhhhh!!!!!!!!!!
i feel sick too....haiz..why??why??why?? omg i think i am having tat feeling OMG!!!OMG!!!OMG!!!
someone help me b4 i explode..haha..ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!
i so freaking hate guys now..haha..i got this weird feeling tat i cant wait to go back to school bcuz.......haiz..why??why??why??

MY FINALLY SPORTS DAY...(SAD)

sportsday today...weee..this is the last year so i tried to hav as much fun as possible...won second in lontar peluru...yeah!!!!!!!!! And best of all my rumah sukan won first place so did a lot 'in yr face suckers..hehe' to my friends..haha

well the weirders part was during lunch break...we had 11am-2pm free time so just chilling out at the stage area with frenz and torture the boys by calling then to 'ta pao' lunch for us..haha...then this guy just suddenly sit next to me and ask me out...i was like 'OMG..WTH' haha...i said no but we kindda set together and talk about stuff...then suddenly i found out tat my frenz tat were sitting next to me left me alone with him and a lot of ppl think we were dating which was very ambarasing..haiz

but i got a bad feeling about me and him now...'OH GOD PLZ HELP ME'...this year sports day was extremely fun and a lot of gurls faint when they finish running or running half way..haha..(can break last years record la)..hehe

so PBSM was busy caring ppl and trying to wake them up while me and some frenz just stood there clueless and staring at the fainted ppl on the flooor..haha..sorry no pic guys cause my PDA is in the hospital...sob sob T.T.....

HAIZ!!!!!!!!!

I am sorry the way i acted
I hope u are not mad at me
I hope tat i could be more honest to u
but yr not the one for me(i think)
and i wanna say...
we are better of as frenz
and hope u win this year fastest runner in the coming sport day
i will be there to cheer for u!!!!!!!!!

last CNY party at ely house

when there early to practice the boxing on Wii
to make sure i didnt lose my RM100 to pinky whale
while waiting for pinky whale arrival
me,ely and josh played random games in Wii and took ramdom pics..haha
finally upon pinky whale's arrival..we tried to challenge to win the bet but a little gurl refuse to let us play..
but finally we got to play and I WON THE BET..
SO MIKO U OWE ME RM100.10...hahaha
SERIOUSLY...
then after tat most of the youth came and had a wonderfull time..until me & grace saw a guy's shirt...haha

then me and grace was like WTH...haha..so i called grace to take the pic without him knowing...haha

4th day of CNY

i woke up early and went to one of my frenz house...we took photos while waiting for the guys whose house was flooded tat morning...we were tired of waiting...so we left to our teacher house...she abandone us this year by going to Singapore but came back only for chinese new year...haha ..it was really nice to see her again and we took a few photos of her gorgious marriage photo without her knowing(i cant show u guys btw)..

After tat we headed to another frenz house and was stuck there cause no transport home...so we waited for 2 hours untill my frenz father came home and send us back..i followed another frenz to his house and surprisingly it is just few feet from elys house..haha...out of the blue my mom called and called me to go home cause scared house get flooded then cannot go home(it was raining the whole day btw)...haha

OMG..i finally got a hair curler..YEAH!!!!!!!!

So cool man...cant wait to use it.....and best of all the result is damn nice....

WT@@#%$#@$!!!!

Hey!!! I gav u permission to put the header nia...
not to mess up my blog k...
and oh i forgot..PINKY WHALE!!!!
Anyone who wants to know wat it means....
read in mikos blog..hahahaha...
seriously u must find out wat it means...hahahahahahahaha

MIK'S GIANT MESSAGE

YOU BETTER THANK ME FOR THIS :D

Hmmm... one more thing... Im gonna mess up this blog! >=D MUAHAHAHA!!!!






Pssst~ just kidding nia~

Second nite of CNY......

See May's house was nice...food too..haha
i had to leave early cause ely was coming to my house...
after tat my cousins came and ask me to sleepover at their house...
well actually is an excuses for getting me to gamble..it was fun i ended up winning RM20++...i was very lucky tat nite thought..hehe

Me first blog...haha

Hi ppl...this is my first blog...
and worst of all it will be about my personal stuff...
so watch out ya...haha...